Have you ever been in a position where you loved your boyfriend but wanted to see other people?

Ive been involved with this guy for almost 7 months now and from about a few months ago Ive been noticing a lot of guys lately, I mean ALOT OF GUYS. Even guys that arent my type, etc. I feel like i like every guy! Im still attached from previous relationships and ever since this one guy broke my heart I wanted to find love so I'd become infatuated with a "high" then when that phase was over, I wanted the next guy; over and over. Ive been hurt a lot in relationships, been molested when I was young, etc. Well this one boy I chased for the heck of it and when i got him after a while I broke up with him and I would still hang out with him and started to get very warm feelings in my chest about him and until this day I have them. I try leaving but when we become friends and dont expect anything, I end up feeling something in my chest again and want to get close. Im not physically attracted to him, sometimes he's my "little dorky boy" but I want to see other people.